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little boy, young man my attraction aint fadin .
how about you let me show you what im made of.
your young ripe face and your big bright smile.
i think its a good idea for you to stay awhile.

i'll show you around if you know what i mean.
ill teach you what boys REALLY want and need.
dont be nervous, im makin you a man .
when im done youll be glad i was here...

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today has been so strange.
the sky was dim but the temperature was hot.
the pool was dark but very warm.
my skin painted red but very cold.
i just dont understand.
i felt alone but comfortable.
i felt skinny but really overweight.
i looked sad but really i was happy.

life confuses me.

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You Cover your eyes like a helpless child,
afraid to see what will make you go wild

but you couldn't help but peek a little bit,
as i attempt to take the clothes off that never fit.

now your ready,to become a man.
ill show you these things that no one else can.

the innocence is fading slowly.
and all you can say now is 'show me'

Finally you'll learn what its all about
the time to wisper
the time to shout.

the time for lust,
the time for love

the times to push
and the times to shove.

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We're not even close


But i feel the tension.

Whats with this love hate
misconception?
I want to get closer


I want you to touch

I want you too feel
and love on me so much

Why Cant this intense chemical reaction

help with the progress of yours and my actions.


Current Music:
death from above 1979
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dont cry little baby

everything will be alright.

take my hand and hold it tight.

we'll run away

leave it all behind.

we'll go somewhere

no one can find.

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you keep me in this little box
suffocating me with your worries and doubts
stopping me from acheiving
seeing
believing
believing ill be okay out here.
here in the real world
with a real life.
do i not show you im ready?
ready to hurt
to worrie
to love
to hate
to work
to fail
to cry
to win
to lose.?
i guess we'll never know.
for i will die in this box &
never be exposed to this world,
we call realty
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I watch you slowly sip your coffee like its your last.
i want to know you from inside out,
from future to past.
come here, stand, and hold my hand
i want you to know.
you're my pretty little baby
and i never ever iwant to let you go.

and theres times things will get hard,
but those times we'll have to be brave.
just look deep down in your heart,
and those times will then go away.

you laugh at me laughing cause
you want to see me happy
that im happy with you.
oh we hold eachother tightly,
and i wisper youre my sunshine,
and i love you too.
Come here, stand, and hold my hand,
i want you to know.
youre my pretty little baby
and i never ever want to let you go.

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as he sat there on the naked cement deciding if he should ask another one of "his kind" for a fix
or too try and steal from the strangers around him; a young girl wondered near his way.
not many were around except for the suspicious locals roaming looking for a fix themselves.
he thought 'what a perfect target,young fresh blood,cheeks still rosie,skin still soft,' unlike the other hags nearby.
he thought this would be a good chance for him to get some money and even some in out in out.
so as she walked by dragging her feet, slowing herself down so she could watch the people around.he grabbed her by the waist,
pulling, then throwing,then pressing her so hard against
those bricks they left marks.
she tried to scream,but it was too overwhelming.
she could only think of what was happening five minutes ago when she was in the presence of the street lights.
but not now,there were no more lights guilding her, just the hand of a stranger unbuttoning her clothes.

i know its kinda lameee but i wrote it at like 2am so im sorry ahha

Current Music:
Neon blonde
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i havn't been on here in a long time.

wow.

i misss everything and everyone right now.

and im extremely lonely

goodnight ladies and gentlemen

why me?

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today is the day i die.
today is the day i danse.
today is the day i sing.
today is the day i cry.

today really sucks.

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Current Music:
hot hot heat
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